today when out with rea,ying and xuan..rea she wanted to go see k ii did not want to ii jus want to spend time with them..xuan afetr she go poly she getting more buzy liao den rea and ying they have their o lvl thinging..so you less and less meet liao..this holidays ii thought will be gd for we to spend time tgt before sch reopen but in the in every1 oso noyt free..haiis..but at least today when out..ii today dde mood can sae ver happy..well ii long nime never post liao..but today mood darm gd so ii came to post..wel ii think ii must study hard ii don care ii must get into poly not sae ii think poly ver gd but ii noex ii go ite ii for sure not happy ii oweas wanted to break free from yuying if ii end up in ite izzit it the same thing..ii don feel ani diff in ite and yuying..even if poly will be ver diff i will give my best to try to come back for sec five and if ii fail my o lvl ii will take o lvl again till ii pass.. and go to poly and after that ii can fly away to another place to further my studies..ii don wan to waste my life and don wan to live with my parents for another few years..coz if ii go ite it means a few more years with my parents..all ii need is a few years out there all alone making new friends and new things to learn and if ii make it i'll come back , and if ii don come back then they should they'll never see me again... so for my dream to come true there are some things ii need to do..ii noex it every well..so from now on ii shall only feel for my studyies and nth else..and so ii hope my mum will understand ii will abit weird for at least till the end of n lvl..ii shall stay at home most of the time and ii will try to don online and ii will blog oweas so as to improve my english..my english realli ver lan..
